Luverofcarrots99

*~Sad~* Today i held onto ur sweater, i wore it for a while. But then i knew it was time, to give it back to you... u looked at me in sadness, so i wondered if you cared, if you really did still love me. If i really am still there? But i just turned away... walked away with you. I was right there, your hand was two... but i didnt grab it for i was afraid i would be making the wrong choice, and i would loose you. So i just turned away and said goodbye and started to cry.

We used to all be together We used to all be as one We never used to fight this much I never heard all this name calling All this mean shit I dont understand why did this have to happen Sure we have grown Yeah maybe we have changed some But why should be all drift apart? I see you all standing there Without me and ryan It hurts me to see that Because i'm not in that group anymore I'm still all of your friends But now i'm in a new group A group full of people who are always happy The thing is they wont be there for me Durning the passing years they wont be They will be away at different schools Leaving me and ryan alo

I dont wanna love you But i do and now that i do You have to put me in all the pain I talked to me friend one of the best i have She told me you liked her and my other friend My heart died I broke deep down inside I took the news badly I went into my room and started to cry The tears didnt stop falling 2 hours later i fell into a deep sleep For crying makes me tired When i woke up this morning I remembered that you liked them And i had wished i hadnt woke up Why did i have to wake up? This just means i'm going to have to talk And face you today And i dont know if i can without breaking down in tears My heart was bro

I was hurt to see you this way In all this pain Wasting your life away You're telling me always That you wanna die And that seems to just make me cry I've tried to help make you feel better But all i say seems to go right thru you You dont seem to care I wanna help I really do But you gatta promise me One thing Only one thing Promise me not to cut urself Promise me to try to live life Promise me you will smile Once in a while I know it seems bad When your parents dont care And when no one else is there But i need you to know i care for you And i hate to see you do these things to you i've been trying to get thru to

Many people think this is stupid. That i should put you in my past I wish that it was so easy, i wish you werent lost. But i havent seen you for years now And i dont know how you are I miss you so much. I cant start to explain You were my best friend for a long time, You moved away and i thought you were still My best friend It turned out i was wrong, You were slowing trying to forget about me. I knew that when i saw you in the 5th grade When i saw you that day I knew all was going to be lost, How did i know? I knew by the way you looked at me I knew by the way you talked I knew by the way we said goodbye, I knew by the way i started to cry,

You know what bitch I dont have much to say But i want you to know You dont know me And anything that has happened So shut the hell up And keep on walking You dont know anything About me What i've been through How much this means to me So shut the hell up Leave me alone Dont talk to me anymore Not even on the phone When you pass me in the halls Just walk on by Ignor the years of friendship Walk on by Ignor me Leave me alone Because you know what bitch I dont need you If you cant be happy for me Understand i need this Then you're not a true friend So leave me alone STOP HATEING AND FUCK OFF

I was skating. Around and around. My friends holding my hand. Holding onto me so i didnt fall. After a few minuets you came. You came by and grabbed onto my hand. You held onto me... which made me feel better. I smiled as you helped me along the ice. Ocassionly you would leave me for your best friend, Mike. But i didnt care... for you love me. And i know you do. You tell me so. And if you didn't you wouldnt be able to hold my hand. You wouldnt have been able to hold my hand, infront of everyone. When everyone was watching us, you zoomed on by. And didn't care. I loved that. The first time i fell... you pulled and dropped me. And then you slid

I see your face I know you hate this You go in year and year Deal with the family The friends You're in pain You're hurting I know you are You wont admit it But i know you are I know you hate the holidays You spend all the time with the family I know that brings you to want to Want to do things you will regret So you go look for that beer You look for that knife But they are no where in site For i have hid them Hid them away from you You can no longer put yourself in pain I wish him a Merry Christmas Take care of him God... Dont let him do anything stupid I can only do so much

During the day i go through my mind Sometimes i find weird things Words that dont make sense Dont go along with what i should be doing I space off during class but i dont get why It doesnt stop I dont want it to go away Yet i do I wanna know whats going on I wanna know whats being said But i cant not space off... I go away into a distant land Where the only people is Him and Me

I dont know what i can say But somehow i feel so down I hear the phone ring and its ur name Your last name on the caller id I see it and smile and know its okay You both are talkin to me and it makes me feel Like for once in my life everything will be fine You guys seem to make everything great